AWKWARD!

So I am in a school choir. It is so fun! But I just found out that we will be going on a field trip and the men's choir is going too. Turn's out my crush is in the men's choir. He is so cute and nice. But whenever my friend and I are walking where ever we need to go if she see' my crush she yells out his name and points at me. I love her to death but I feel like she is not helping with the whole crush thing. I think she might be even making it worse. But I know that she means well. When we go on our field trip I do not want her to make things awkward between him and I. I mean him and I are friends and whenever we talk to each other or hug she always says "awe" or something like that and that's how it gets awkward. I mean what if you were me would you want your best friend to go up to your crush every time and say you should hug him or something? That's just AWKWARD I mean what if he doesn't want to hug you what if he only wants to be friends? Right?

Friends and Crushes

Ok so we all have that one friend that you love to death but when it comes to your crush she is all about it. One day I was at school and my friend was acting really weird and I didn't know why so I said what did you do and she said that she told my biggest crush that I liked him. I was so embarrassed because he and I are really good friends in math class. He is so funny and nice. But when I got to my math class I didn't really know how to act because he has a girlfriend so it was really awkward. But when I walked home that day he yelled out of his car saying " Bye Morgan!" I was so happy yet I was mad at my friend because now he knows that I like him. Every day since he has known I like him he gives me a hug. But last Friday he came up to me at lunch and asked for a dollar and I had said no and for the rest of the day he did not say anything to me. I felt really sad the rest of the day. I told my mom what was bothering me and she said maybe he isn't right for you. I also had told my friend and she felt really bad that she had told him so she talked to him for me. After that he was talking to me and he gave me a hug. Although at times you might not like your friends they will always be there for you. I know that I can not live without my best friend! But at the same time she can't live without me either.

Church!

I love being Mormon but sometimes it can be tricky. Like it's hard to fit in. I don't fit in at my church. I feel like no one there likes me and that I feel alone. I might be Mormon but I am not molly Mormon. Molly Mormon's are the kids that do everything that they are supposed to and never have problems and think that they know everything. That's not me I am totally different. I have two ear piercings and when I got those done people kept asking why I got them done and that it was against Christ. Ok tell me where it says that in the Book of Mormon and Bible then I will consider it but until then there is no problem with it. Also I wear different clothes in the summer. I do not wear long shorts I wear shorts that I think are cute and that are not going to make me die in hot weather. When it is 95 degrees outside I like to wear tank tops that are cute but here I feel like I can't wear anything. People here in Utah are so judgmental they like to rag on every single thing I do. It's like they do not have their own lives to pick on. Like seriously keep your mouth quiet.